Saturday, December 17, 2005

Dick Witt is over

Exams are over. I'm glad of this. I have spent some time so far these holidays studying Japanese, reading a little in Linguistics and Psych, and also looking over something new - Spanish. I figure if I'm to succeed in my major language knowledge aim I need to start years ago.

Dick Wittington and his Cat is over. The only person who reads my blog who came to see it was Sam. All the rest of you - Bec, Hayley, James, Susy, Kiri, Any other uni friends who come by occasionally. Very disappointed in you. :-P

Not much more to report yet.

Saturday, November 19, 2005

Oh the times, they are a-changing.

This post is in sections so that you do not have to read it all!

[job subjectmatter="Very Boring!!!"]
I'm at work right now, chuffin' along. I'm 1.5 hours into my shift already and while to many of you that would feel like a decent portion of it gone already, I'm barely feeling a pinprick. It's surprising how much you adapt to that way of life when you put yourself in it - I know I've 12 hours to run, so I don't start getting excited except at around midday (half way gone YAY-ness) and then at about 5pm. I could hold my excitement until 5:30pm but at 5:30pm the phones go so crazy I've barely enough time to think, let alone celebrate near end of shift, so at 5pm I celebrate, answer a few (hundred) calls and suddenly it's 6pm and my replacement arrives and I start packing off home!
[/job]

That was a long way to say I don't feel excited about 1.5 hours of work completed so far eh? Anyway, I didn't come on here to bore you all with long tales of my job, I know I tell most of you about it enough anyway, both on here and in person for some of you. I came on here to discuss (well one sided discussion I know, but hey) my possible future living arrangements.

[Dad's Situation]
My Dad recently got a job in Singleton. Some of you reading this (most of you are central coasties anyway!) will know that's out west of Newcastle. He has moved up there for his new job. He lost his old job back in February and got this new job around the end of October. He moved up there into a small rental house for a few weeks on a week-by-week lease basis, then moved into a larger house just last week. He drives up there on Monday morning at about 4am and goes straight to work. He works through the week and on Friday night he packs up his computer and comes straight back to Sydney. On weekends he is in Sydney with us but I work all day and so only see him for about 2-3 hours a week, between me getting home at 7pm (or 7:30pm or 8pm depending on how busy it is at work before I leave) and him going to sleep to get enough sleep and keep his early rising rhythm, at about 9:30pm.
[/Dad's Situation]

[Margaret's Situation]
As a result of him getting this newer larger house, Margaret goes up there two or three nights a week. She works two night and two day shifts per week as a nurse, and looks after Nina (my two year old sister for those of you who don't know) most of the time. Margaret goes to visit Dad during the week and also her mother, who lives a bit south of Newcastle. One of the days that she works is Sunday night, and she gets home at around 7am. This means that I look after Nina from 4am to 7am by having her dumped on my bed by Dad just before he leaves.
[/Margaret's Sitation]

[My Sitation]
Having now finished uni exams I'm doing fun friends trips (like going to Pearl Beach this coming week with uni friends YAAAAAAAY) and working weekends and whatever other shifts they throw my way, which are extremely numerous as we're about to lose another two operators. With Margaret considering moving permanently up with Dad if he likes the job enough to keep it through the new year, the income from renting the house and helping me with renting a small place is going to be better for Dad than leaving me in the house myself and renting out one or two rooms to one or two of my friends. I'm therefore looking forward with excitement and trepidation to the possibility of moving out on my own. Until then I'm living many a night at home alone.
I am working 6am-6pm Saturday and Sunday. On Monday early morning I'm given Nina, which is enough to wake me, and have to calm Nina while she spends the next three hours jumping up and down, rolling, shifting, calling for Mum, going off looking for her or rubbing my mouth and chin. Fridays I have my good D&D friends around from about 6pm-10... or 11 or midnigt. This cuts out a large portion of my weeks. I've got rehearsals on Monday and Thursday nights, karate on Wednesday nights, and this leaves one night a week for anything decent, but who does decent things on Wednesday nights besides me?
[/My Sitation]

[Job Offer]
By the way if anyone wants a high paying, long hours, good workplace job with lots of extra shifts soon coming available, in northbridge (slightly east of Chatswood) let me know!
[/Job Offer]

The long and the short of this post was to give you all an idea of where I've been for the last while and bring you all up to speed on my rather significant situational changes, seeing as I've not seen many of you for a decent chat for a while. With this moving out, it's still only a possibility, but if I move it will probably be to a one or two bedroom apartment at North Sydney, close to trains so I can quickly get to uni each day, close to work so I don't spend much on petrol on the weekends, close to trains so I can go to BMSI for Encore rehearsals when they start next year, close(ish) to karate so I don't spend too much on petrol, and at a reasonably accessible location for all my friends. I will also be considering inviting someone else to join me, but they would have to be able to handle my nature and also calm enough for me to keep from killing them. I will not allow them to overtly disrupt my lifestyle, but I won't force my lifestyle on them either.

For the record it is now almost 10am, it has taken me a few hours to get through this around the calls I've taken on and off since 7:30am.

Tuesday, October 25, 2005

Biggest Buzz EVER

As my miniscule readership are all horribly aware, I was the Tinman in The WIZ!

OH MY GOD THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN! We did our final show on Saturday night and I had the biggest and longest lasting buzz that I've had in so long! I was buzzed from the MASSIVE applause during my songs (aah :) ) and then half the audience gave us a standing ovation in the bows, it was FANTASTIC! The buzz then lasted for another four hours. We finished bump-out (deconstructing the whole set) at around 1230am and then went to the after party.

I then went home at around 430, had a shower and went straight to work where I worked six hours before coming home to sleep from 2pm - 730pm. I was oblivious of two alarms that went off and was vaguely woken by my step-mum coming in to turn it off because it was getting annoying to her.

I had two major Japanese tests, one today one yesterday, and now that that's out of the way I feel justified updating again!

I just want to say, THANK YOU BEC for letting me be your Tinman! WOW!!!!!

Saturday, October 01, 2005

Sitting around

I'm at work right now just chilling, sitting on MSN and waiting for the next call to come in.
I work at a security firm where I sit in a nice little office for 12 hours each Saturday and again on Sunday. I get paid more than most people my age for the per hour rate, and I work more hours than most, so my pay is quite a lot higher. I work long shifts at once so my costs to and from work are down as well. The only down side to this job is that I have to be up by 5:15am on both Saturday and Sunday, and remain at work from 05:50 (my usual arrival time) until about 18:00. I can leave the office at any time so long as I take a notepad, the company mobile phone and I divert all calls to that phone. I have full internet access while I am at work, and two computers at my disposal so one can always be operating the work window and the other the 'keep me active' window.

For the most part I can keep myself occupied and do whatever I want. How much would you expect to be paid for a job like this? I would like to hear opinions, I am leaving the comments line open for anyone out there who reads my post!

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

How can anyone be so annoying?

ALERT: This is not REQUIRED reading! This will not be on the Xzander Exam!

I warned you!

I'm getting over a breakup at the moment, as most of you who read my blog will know (all three of you right now). Let me just say that she is really annoying sometimes. I got sick of how she was treating me, which was why I broke up with her in the first place. I wanted to be given some space, some freedom and some respect. I didn't want to just dump her and leave, I'm not like that, I wanted to be friends, so I asked her as such. She is madly in love with me and would marry me if I cared to have her and claims she will always feel this way AND that no girl could ever feel as strongly for me as she does, so I should come back to her now. She accepted friends because she didn't want to lose me more.

Every time she talks to me she has the same set of questions to ask me. "Why do you hate me?" I don't. "Why act like it then?" I don't. "Why tell me you don't if you clearly do hate me?" I don't! "Then what?" I am frustrated by you when you put me under the spotlight like this. "Don't you want to be friends?" Yes I do. "Why do you act like you don't then?" I don't act like it. "You musn't want to be friends! Why not just tell me so, so I can get over you faster?"

Is this normal!? I'm trying to be nice! I am fast losing whatever feelings I had left for her! I broke up with her because I was being treated like this before, and wanted it to stop. I'd tried since the start of the year to fix our relationship, but it wasn't working (we'd been going out for a bit over 2 years when it ended last month).

I'm generally an emotional guy. I'm in touch with others' emotions and I am often the impartial (or, where required, partial) shoulder and set of ears for a lot of my friends. It is these qualities, combined with my long hair, singing, homosexual tomfoolery and touchy feely nature that often gets me labelled a girl by my friends, not that I mind nor care! I actually like these aspects of myself, and I identify them as MY characteristics. They are part of me. What annoys me is that I am just COMPLETELY losing myself when I am faced with her, I go inside and shut myself off instead of hearing and dealing with her yet again.

I think I'm done venting.

Sunday, September 18, 2005

Daaaay - 1

Well I've done it, I've now got a web presence on yet another website that doesn't need me! It is all thanks to the crazy chickens at The Hayley Bunch and Stuff 42, crazy crazy chickens they are!

ANYWAY! Here it is, another piece of my soul chipped off and given up to the ether.

-Xza